A boy in a man's body.

He could never relate to me or my feelings. He could never feel what I was feeling from day to day. He world was a mess before I walked into it. I should have ran the other way as fast as I could when I show the signs. I let myself once again feel for someone not worthy of me. I am so much better then most, not because of my looks but because of my mind set,because I am an over comer. This to shall pass as my mom would say many of days. Another lesson to be learned the hard way.

New Love in 2015

Now that your new year is on it way, if you like me you ate watching everything that is taken place around you. This year people want to see change in their life. They are believing for greatness in many areas.

Love, is what I hope has presented it self to me. Now we can't go rushing into stuff I know so taking baby steps is in order every time. This year it is God's way for me. It is how He brings love into my life. I have pick for myself enough times to know I went about it all wrong. Disregarding his will for my life. I am wiser to know his way is the only way. Through my past mistake I had to learn life lessons in love. Hurt came and slap me in the face right along with honesty. But through it all I humble myself to God and ask for forgiveness to make it through another day.
Again , love is what I am seeking not only to receive it but to give to.
There is a mate for me out there in the world, one who will totally understand and relate to me, heart, mind ,soul. We will connect like a Bee is to honey. I will complete his sentences as he completes mine. A love like this kind is rare to find but once found, it is happily ever after.