Finding Who I Am

My oldest child is mad at me and my middle girl, can't understand me. The youngest of three just loves me. All their love is felt it is that I feel all I different ways. My youngest is my son and he always was understanding of the struggle that I was going through at that time. The next to understand was my middle girl. But, my oldest  she felt and probably still feels the world owes her something. We did a hell of a good job raising our kids together. Even though we split our kids had both parents in their lives.

Neither he nor I could see our selves not in our children lives, when he worked I was at the games ans so on and so forth. Through life circumstances I was asking myself so real serious questions that only I could answer. You know those type of questions,  the type that makes you realy search within one self for.

While on my journey to finding me I found the answers to some of my hard  questions. What did I learn? Did it help me to grow as a person? Finding one self is a great and good process to go through in life. At least it was for me. Learning who I was and what I was made up of only help better myself in the end. It made me more valuable as a person and as a mother. Because it force them to grow up in atea that they nedded to. It made me look at my young adults kids in a totally different way. For the first time I began looking at them like " you can do this". Theses children were not given everything to them on a silver platter. They learn to work for the things in life that meant something important to them.

So in finding me I found peace of mind and less strees. The kids started growing up and taking care of their responsibilities in life . Even though I was not there all the time I never left their life.

Authoress Charlotte M Croom- Martin

Ocean talk to me.

There is nothing like totally relaxing in the shade and listen to the sea waves. My mind and body totally calm. My thoughts then can move about in my head. I can begin to open my mind to possibility in my life. Life is hard enough each day why relax and enjoy a moment then take on your battle of chouce.

A mother or a Father keeper

We as women have to set the bar in our life high.For one so our kids will continue to set their bars high. We as women must continue to pray about our live ones. And, finally we as women must make good chooses in life,starting with our partners. Believe it or not our children are watching us still to this day. That is fine they should be. But, let us raise up and show they good things,teach them the right way to be a good women. We must sit down and start the conversation again if you have gotten away from it.And begin it if you haven't.  Our children are our future and they are looking to us for some answers, not all but some. I am my child keeper,yes I am.